RAWR

2009-02-23T17:19:00.002+08:00

i was texting dwayne today and took quite some time to reflect on what he said , " haha you're the one who needs to be happy." i realised that he was right. I do need to stop being so pessimistic about everything in life. But i have no idea why i keep feeling like my life could be so much better than it already is..Not everyone is created equally, so maybe the pursuit for perfectionism is taking

2009-02-09T22:51:00.002+08:00

okay first post for 2009.i missed out the new year resolutions thing but oh well, i doubt i can fulfill them anyway.School's been mad. i've been having insufficient sleep for the first time, and that's not a good sign, cause i get grumpy and easily agitated when i don't have enough sleep. hahaanyway, on a brighter note, i had a wonderful 18th birthday! carousel was gooooood. even though you guys

2008-12-15T23:10:00.006+08:00

doutzen kroes! WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW

2008-11-27T22:10:00.003+08:00

Just as i was going to take back all the things i've said before, i chanced upon more appalling stuff. you could call me mean, but i don't care, because i don't really like what i've heard last week.It simply re-emphasizes what i said in the august post. SIGHand just when i thought i was wrong and too judgemental.. Haha oh well, i knew i was right from the start. So don't you be coming to me and

2008-11-16T22:19:00.002+08:00

If what everyone is telling me is true, then why do i still feel this way?Why do i have a feeling that it isn't true, even though almost everyone has told me that same thing?Are they just comforting me, or do they really mean it? i don't know..If it's true, then why isn't it happening?"We'll never know, till we try Don't wanna live a lie "

2008-10-13T22:30:00.002+08:00

i almost forgot i had a blog. hahai feel quite bad after not going to school for like _______anyway, promos are over finally. yayemy life is getting really boring now.

2008-08-14T22:45:00.002+08:00

i'm quite glad i made the right choice. i mean how much exactly, can you trust people known for like 6 months? In comparison to people you've known for about 6-10 years, i guess the latter would always be there when you need them but those you've just known.. i have honestly nothing to say. haha i mean yeah everyone's nice but you never know when they'll just stop being nice and decide to change

2008-07-22T22:27:00.002+08:00

okay i feel bad for not going to school today. anyway, i have no idea why i have been so pessimistic about everything since the start of dont know when.it's probably due to past experiences where things may not have been very smooth, and now i choose to take everything with a pinch of salt. even so, i dont know why im so negative about almost everything. i hate being negative, and i dont like

2008-06-05T23:19:00.003+08:00

Things have gotten alot better!(well they always have been good, just that i didnt see it)i think i have been way too emotional about things for the last 5 months. Things aren't even bad at all honestly, haha i realised that i just wanted to make my life miserable by making it sound awful.the hols have been fun so far, with lots of playing and no studying. RAWRi need to start studying or i'll

2008-05-22T23:14:00.002+08:00

the last 5 months have been a total blur. i don't know who i am anymore, what my priorities are, and what i really want. i have changed tremendously. and i don't like it. i feel emptiness within me and i resent being like this.everyone might think that im actually being ridiculous/shallow/superficial and that i have nothing better to do than to complain about stuff that don't really seem to

2008-04-10T21:49:00.000+08:00

ahhh im dying from all the work and tests. haha hate school.

2008-04-04T00:25:00.001+08:00

i can't stand people who understimate me. you haven't seen what i'm capable of yet.

2008-03-23T21:11:00.002+08:00

haha crappy. don't really like my class and school much. haha but who cares.im just gonna go back home and study everyday and be a loner! :) hahaha

2008-03-03T19:59:00.001+08:00

okay haha. i don't like school anymore :(

2008-01-27T22:28:00.000+08:00

okay results were .. uhm haha not too satisfying. but yeah i guess 9's okay? but not that good. i was hoping i'd get lower but oh well.i can't believe i got a 2 for a math. it's like my best subject and yet. ARGHHHsetting that aside, im not that sad anymore! well i was on the day itself, but now im okay. hahadon't ever watch the mist. its such a horrible movie. ewww, why couldnt we have watched

2008-01-22T18:50:00.000+08:00

omg im scared shit for O's results.crap. omg how how how.anyway, school has been rather fun. haha my class turned out to be quite nice! hahacanoeing has been bad and i doubt im joining canoeing anymore. haha oh well, im joining fencing now. haha i can always join band like as my last resort. but hmph if i can't stay in acjc, then im dead.crap. ahhhh two more days, i don't know how i'll do.

2008-01-10T21:40:00.000+08:00

okay, on monday, went out with friends to tonkichi! haha we were playing some silly game and like everyone was basically staring at us. haha thanks everyone for treating me! (:anyway, on the next day had more boring introductory lectures =\. haha but anyway, thanks everyone who wished me! haha. oh and thanks jean! haha for the note+chocolate.ahhh chose my subject combinations today, and i chose

2008-01-06T19:12:00.000+08:00

hey.no wonder they say that acjc has the best orientation.they do have the best orientation hands down. hahathey put in so much effort in coming up with the clans and the whole storyline, the videos, and the acting. haha and also all the clan t-shirts.we already got dirty with starch on the first day of orientation, even though my og was dead as hell.then on day two, it got dirtier, they

2007-12-31T23:46:00.000+08:00

well with only 15 minutes left to the new year. haha i would like to sum up the whole year, and kinda reflect on it.well. haha this year has been quite tiring, all the studying and stuff. and well, haha there have been good experiences as well as bad ones, but, it doesn't matter!a new year, calls for a fresh new start. (:oh and btw, i've realised who my REAL friends are. haha they aren't the ones

2007-12-27T13:51:00.000+08:00

woweee. haha i just read about someone cursing me.i don't know if the person realises how dark he is. hahaand another outcasted person who purposely quoted it on his blog to draw attention!haha if you(the second one) expect to turn everyone against me, haha ITS NOT GOING TO WORK.yup, oh yeah, you should be ashamed that you're(the second guy) such a holy christian, and yet you have this kind of

2007-12-26T11:10:00.000+08:00

haha yay christmas. hmph, well christmas this year, didn't really feel alot like christmas. and the worse thing is, school starts next wednesday. that means, the holidays are ending, and i haven't really enjoyed it yet! =\

2007-12-18T22:39:00.000+08:00

came back from javiers house in the afternoon.i feel so tired! ahhh i hope i don't fall sick.but anyway, it was nice hanging out with my seniors and friends. haha i don't want school to reopen =\.

2007-12-14T18:58:00.000+08:00

They trip up our good intentions,Nobody said this was an easy rideCause now all I see is ruin and devastationWe all need some place we can hide inside.

2007-12-14T18:19:00.000+08:00

went down to sushi tei to meet dwayne and ryann just now. ahhhh im so full.anyway, posting was yesterday and yeah got into acjc.the holidays end in 2 weeks =\it feels as if the hols just started! wth, im hating this

2007-12-09T11:39:00.000+08:00

went out the whole day yesterday.the party yesterday was way boring, i don't know why i even agreed to go. sighafter the party, headed down to orchard to meet my cousins and stayed there until about, 1030? ITS MADNESS. i hate going shopping, it's so boring looking at stuff and not buying it. it's so pointless. hahai've got this huge bag of candies and chocolates downstairs from brisbane, of which

2007-12-05T22:26:00.001+08:00

okay, brisbane was quite okay.it wasn't that fun actually. i kinda dreaded going there.there was a lot of shopping though, which wasn't that bad.well i went down to mrs chan's house today, and it's like decked in wallpapers and mirrors. hahahaha it's quite cool actually.I TRIED TO MAKE THE CUPCAKE THING ryann handed me, and it turned out baddd.and today when i did it again, it turned out even

2007-11-21T03:06:00.000+08:00

i think imma sleep soon but, just now i was talking to celene and i realised that so many people have changed over the last three years. well i guess people change whether its for good or for the worse. i haven't chosen my schools yet! wth. i need to choose by tmrw, cause tmrw's like the friggin deadline, which is at 4 pm.i am still choosing between st andrews/national/ib(only because i got that

2007-11-19T21:32:00.000+08:00

the O's are over! whee. okay im starting to feel a little bored, but.. i have my psp! but my vision is starting to feel blurry, everytime i play, it gets worse! there are these weird things moving around =\.anyway im leaving on friday, and i haven't packed yet. i realllly need to pack.urgh

2007-11-10T16:33:00.000+08:00

okay o levels are almost over! haha on monday i'll be jumping around in circles.anyway, i dont feel like studying already , mcq's such a pain. staying over at ben's house on tuesday until, i dont know when. haha then when i get back( i'm not sure when) , i'll start my tv show marathon:brothers and sisters 2grey's anatomy 3-4Heroes 2Ugly betty 2The O.C. (all) ( i stopped like halfway, so im gonna

2007-09-21T13:46:00.000+08:00

prelims are finally over! hahahah stayed over at ben goh's house on wed and came back yesterday. =pi only have the weekend to relax and stuff cause i presume results are coming out next week so i gotta start work again soon. ahhhh

2007-09-07T00:28:00.000+08:00

prelims has got me going crazy lately.it's the last straw! i haveeeeeee to do this.

2007-08-31T01:10:00.000+08:00

it's the break for hols and it's STUDY TIMEi just hope i can focus, cause i really need to after screwing up my science practicals. =sokay, i have less than one week to the heavy duty prelim papers.chem with geogphysics with emathi'm really happy i don't take biology anymore. if not i think i'll die of exhaustion studying for the papers three days in a row. the crazy people who set the stupid

2007-08-27T15:26:00.001+08:00

prelims day one! today was disastrous. ss has never been this difficult! crap im starting to hate this. to think that today's only the first day of the horrible prelims. i need to strive onnnnnnnn

2007-08-20T00:25:00.000+08:00

prelims are in 9 days. haha it's gonna be tiring. =\anyway, i got my results back that day and ... i got A1! haha and to think i did so badly for the chinese oral.i really gotta start studying already. i haven't started. =\ i think im gonna flunk my prelims. ahhhhh save me.

2007-08-08T17:50:00.000+08:00

okay today's like the official date that im retiring from band. it's finally over and sometimes, i just wonder to myself whether i would miss band. It's been quite an experience facing different things every year in band. whether or not, they were good times like all the outings/friends/etc. or the bad times when there was a lot of major backstabbing and stuff.There are around 3 weeks to prelims

2007-08-05T12:21:00.000+08:00

Festival of arts. whoopee.haha yesterday's performance in my opinion was one of the most well received concerts ever in my 4 years in band. My LAST concert! haha it was definitely fun.And for the first time, people shouted encore and cheered loudly like i've never seen before. usually they just clap and like walk off, but they didn't! haha its so amazing. anyway after the concert went to

2007-07-24T19:23:00.000+08:00

i've been trying to catch up with my work these few days.. i can't help but feel that im actually lagging behind. i don't really like it when some people insult you behind your back and then it comes one round and lands in my face through other people. i'm trying my besssssssttttttt to be a nicer person by not snapping back at people right away. and everytime i think of what they've done to me, i

2007-07-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

presentation night. it's over! well after today, there's still the Festival of arts concert and the national day thing, but PRELIMS are coming. then soon later, O lvls are starting. i really have no more time to waste anymore. i gotta start studying. i only have a few weeks left to prelims!

2007-07-06T22:16:00.000+08:00

okay, well basically school's been very slack even though prelims are coming. hmph.i can't stand going for band anymore. it's full of.. pretentious people, who are afraid of being who they are, afraid of offending others, afraid of making enemies and therefore becoming hypocritical and none of them mean what they say. i've actually seen enough.honestly, these people have received what they

2007-07-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

i need to sleep! ahhhh, i haven't been able to catch much sleep these days. haha, i don't think having like 5-6 hours of sleep is enough. =\. i need at least 8 or moreeee.argh. yknow school's basically a waste of time , cos everyday i don't seem to be learning anything new. rather i don't feel like learning. i don't think i'll ever be as hardworking as to do like my whole tys like some people

2007-06-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

ahhh, school has started.okay i think, everyone's just going through a phase now, whether or not its free community or not. it's so.. disgusting? i was talking to dwayne about it today during bio. there are just too many things happening at one time i guess.no seriously, like one after another. haha what would their parents say if they found out. i'd think they'd jump and faint or something.

2007-06-23T19:02:00.001+08:00

the last band camp's over! hmph its actually quite sad.well this camp was not as fun as other camps i would think, even though i found out out stuff i have never expected or wanted to know in any way.It was surprising at first! but later i realised i've heard of stuff like that before and now im actually seeing it. wow. it's like you never know how the people around you are really like. they seem

2007-06-12T00:14:00.000+08:00

half the hols have passed! i think i've wasted like half my hols considering the fact that the first week i had chinese o's and i was like dead sick. ughthen last week was just plain slack. but this week's gonna change! haha im going to start doing my homework. actually i only have this pathetic week to finish my homework cos next week i'll be very busy. i have camp and the finale band

2007-06-05T22:49:00.000+08:00

okay haha i feel very depressed right now. lol maybe it because im still sick. watched pirates of the caribbean today. i felt it was rather okay. have tuition tmrw, i don't really feel like im in the mood to study right now, even though i know my o levels are like coming.anyway on my way home just now, i saw someone i used to know, with her boyfriend i presume, crossing the road.i need to focus!

2007-06-01T20:29:00.000+08:00

of all times, it just has to happen now. argh . i'm sick! well im trying my best to recover but it seems my throat and my nose is blocked. ugh irritating. and tmrw theres band. this adds on to the misery =S. i'll be like suffering during band exhausting myself when im supposed to be resting at home. shrek 3 was kinda funny. haha well i thought it was better than the second one.

2007-05-28T22:43:00.000+08:00

okay chinese o levels are over and im like really freaked out. cause firstly, its the first time i didn't know how to answer the chinese question in the comprehension! crap. okay so i left it blank at first then i went back to it later, and i think i found the correct answer. haha but oh wells. overall, i think the paper was okay i guess. it wasn't as difficult or as easy as i expected it to be.

2007-05-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

stupid o's are here. to think its the holidays actually. well it hasn't exactly started anyway so i guess i'll study like mad tmrw cause chinese o's are like on monday. sigh i just hope everything goes okay.

2007-05-22T12:44:00.000+08:00

okay i did utterly horrible this for mid years. ahhh but on the brighter side, i don't exactly have to go for the study camp at all. im quite upset cause i didn't get any A1's at all. not a single one. i got a miserable A2 though for combined humans. sigh i wish i had studied more. but its not like i can do anything about it anyway.its back to studying for chinese O's. i guess to a certain extent

2007-05-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

okay the mid year results are coming back tomorrow, and im totally freaked out. i started freaking out like just a while ago, probably like a few hours ago, considering the fact that i didn't go to school today, well fortunately, if not, i would have spent the whole damn day worrying about my effing results. it feels utterly horrible to actually go to class and have your teacher tell you that you

2007-05-05T00:05:00.000+08:00

yes !! only one more week of exam left! yay, one more week, and it'll be over. finally, after the stressful last minute studying. =\ i don't know how i'll do this time, but i know it won't be very good. that's cause i haven't been studying! sigh.but the good thing about the exams this time, our papers are rather spread out. so its not so packed. but its 3 weeks! sheesh,i think i won't be able to

2007-04-30T14:46:00.000+08:00

okay chemistry. hmph. i think i might fail this time. it wasn't very easy for me. and everyone was like " it was damn easy, but the mcq was abit difficult." hmph, i was very very demoralised by the first question that i attempted.i couldn't do it! haha but then later i found out alot of people couldn't do it too.tmrw's labour day and spiderman 3's showing damnit. haha i'll be like busy studying

2007-04-27T19:23:00.000+08:00

yay a few papers down, more to go -.- . well at least the taxing humanities are kinda out of the way except for lit. ugh i've the WHOLE MACBETH to study. yeah in like a few days.lol anyway next week's SCIENCE week. hmph. i think it should be kinda challenging cause basically for chem , almost everything is tested except for the last part of organic chemistry. and for bio.. NONE. i don't take bio

2007-04-21T21:43:00.000+08:00

i've been thinking about certain stuff lately, and i just realised that, i lead a boring life =\.it's like without band and stuff, i would be stoning at home most of the time. but it seems that wouldn't happen cause i am in band. sigh, sometimes i really envy those who have pretty much no cca at all. like those people who quit their sports and like not join anything else without getting caught.

2007-04-18T00:21:00.000+08:00

GOLD WITH HONOURS.TOP BAND.yay! we did it. so damn happy today. hardwork paid off. i was actually kinda frightened when they were announcing the results today. =p but anyways it just got better and better! everyones saying that our night safari was quite good. hahaha i personally thought it was.oh well. theres only one thing left now. MID YEARS. oh no. i have a week left to cram in everything

2007-04-15T21:42:00.000+08:00

okay two days to syf, and dr lee said todays rehearsal was only a silver standard! really shitty right. anyway, for anyone who thought i was crazy that day, i was not. i was just pissed. so don't mind me.okay i think i'll probably freak out on the syf day. no seriously, i already freaked out today. especially with the stupid sore throat i have currently. and MID YEARS ARE COMING. i have not

2007-04-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

okay, this is really screwed up. i have NO time to study for my mid years cause of syf. we're like staying back every single day for band. argh and we end at like what, 7 ? yeah thats the time we end for the whole last week and days to come until the 17th april. the most frustrating thing is that the silly syf standard has like gone up by lots, so unless we work hard these few remaining days, we

2007-04-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

i miss my old house. :(for some reason , i think thats the reason why ive been so short tempered these few days. i flare up at stuff that i usually tolerate. i become very critical of people. i have been kinda harsh with words to quite a few people these days. i just can't control it. so really try not to offend me, i will not hold back what i wanna say.

2007-03-25T14:33:00.000+08:00

okay i haven't been very free recently. just moved out of my old house. well so officially i no longer live in orchard :(oh well, all good things come to an end. hmphsyf's round the corner. its so stressful especially because my mid years are like a week after the syf. that meansmonth before syf (now) = no time to study.i really don't know how im gonna deal with the daily practices that start

2007-03-13T22:24:00.000+08:00

okay i survived camp! what am i talking about. band camps not really a physical torture, but its more mental torture. this is actually a warning to people who have low EQ. DONT JOIN BAND. you'll die of all the tension in the air. haha well only if you're a arrogant asshole who's really ego.alot of stuff happened during camp and now everyone thinks im some kind of scary person because they could

2007-03-02T22:45:00.000+08:00

hmph, these few days have been horrible. i don't think its been a great week for me. lotsa issues. don't really wanna talk about it. but on the brighter side, the hols are coming! i really need it. but theres camp for syf. sigh i really don't know if we can do it.anyway, im moving out! hmph, finally after so long. well it can be a good thing to some extent but its rather sad :( i will miss this

2007-02-17T21:59:00.000+08:00

cny hols! haha finally a break. somehow this year im not really looking foward to cny. don't know why. oh well. managed to pick up the fall out boy cd just now. i didn't even know they had a new album! =p hols don't come free >.< i've got quite abit of homework to finish before the hols end. the worst thing is that i've got to go back for band on wednesday. i know i might sound very crappy and

2007-02-13T21:08:00.000+08:00

ahhh im studying my chem last minute now. i couldn't concentrate the whole day =p.school's really boring out. can't take it. oh well.

2007-02-10T20:42:00.000+08:00

okay the o level results came out and it turned out all my seniors didn't do well. yknow, it kinda scares me now. its not that im all that hardworking and stuff. i REALLY wished i was hardworking , but the truth is , im not. and i have to be if i want to do well in my O's. It's like freaking at the end of the year. yeah sure secondary school might have been a breeze. -.- yknow i always get those

2007-02-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

survived school today. i didn't sleep in class today! i did feel tired but yeah, tried my best to keep awake and i did! haha. and today's the only day when there's not much homework. phew, usually there'd be like 2 to 3 pieces of assignments and stuff.i'm considering whether i should drop bio. its not a very difficult subject in my perspective, but it takes up a lot of time. especially when the

2007-02-05T22:46:00.000+08:00

hey! haha i just watched one tree hill. its so emo! and uhm, i guess life is pretty short and stuff. i mean, there's like lots of stuff that we do, and we're kinda insensitive sometimes. However, i still stick to my point. People don't just hate others for no rhyme or reason. cos to me, the person must have definitely done something to cause it. so yeah. you might try to run away from who you are

2007-02-01T18:53:00.000+08:00

okay i have something to say. something that not everyone would actually agreee with me. you know some annoying person have been pretty much been a (insert vulgar , cursed words here)for like i last knew. some people might think im overboard, how should i put it, hmph. well, look, some people will never change okay. so no matter how many CHANCES you give them, they'll still screw it up one day.

2007-01-31T18:50:00.000+08:00

okay it seems like today is like the only day that i actually have time to update. and especially when im sick. ugh. yknow just one day missing in school , and i have missed out on so much stuff. all the homework. and tests. and if go to school tmrw, i have to study tonight, even though i don't really feel that well.i've been watching one tree hill continuosly for like 3 days and i finished

2007-01-23T20:09:00.000+08:00

wth lah, i have more homework again today. ahhhh got stupid double maths homework and then theres like english. ugh and chinese. its just like homework everyday, and if you don't do it, it'll stack up. and accumulate. =p

2007-01-18T23:11:00.000+08:00

its the first day back to school and theres like tonnes of homework already.AHHHHHHH!i have the weekend , to finish up bio, physics, a maths,emaths, lit and english. gosh.i just hope they don't give us anything else tmrw. if not i'll probably die. =x

2007-01-16T21:29:00.000+08:00

omg im finally back.okay ldp was like. wahhhhhhhhhhhhtheeeeeeefcukk. when we reached there on the first day right, it wasn't that bad until the lunch. hahaha all we had was like this horrible tasting rice and a miniscule piece of chicken. but the vegetarians only had rice, so they were worse off. lolthen we had to go to another campsite to stay in tents! haha that wasn't that bad actually but

2007-01-09T18:41:00.000+08:00

school's really boring. haha it really is. sigh, but on the lighter side, ldp is in two days. ahhh and i have not packed for it at all. crap, gotta go pack later."i hate people who overestimate themselves, and when i see that, i will crush them. even if the person is the most FRAGILE thing on earth or what have you. whatever stupid lonershit."

2007-01-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! haha I"M FINALLY 16. oh phew, haha time sure flies, im 16 already.anyway i just got back from dinner.Well, firstly, i would like to thank everyone who has contributed in one way or another into the birthday cakes i got. haha and also the red packets. this year i got like red packets from like almost everyone. and the reason was like, they didn't know what to buy cause i have

2007-01-02T16:34:00.000+08:00

wth. school's opening tmrw. and..i have not - done my lit hw- found my books- done my chinese hw- found my padlock- found my school badgeSo many things and half the day is gone! =x

2007-01-01T13:30:00.000+08:00

I never knewI never knew that everything was falling throughThat everyone I knew was waiting on a queueTo turn and run when all I needed was the truthBut that's how it's got to beIt's coming down to nothing more than apathyI'd rather run the other way than stay and seeThe smoke and who's still standing when it clearsEveryone knows I'm in Over my headOver my headWith eight seconds left in

2006-12-31T21:30:00.000+08:00

woot. its like new year's eve! that also means that school is re-opening soon. well too soon. it's been a great year, but it all ends in like a few hours. who knows, maybe 2007 would be a much much more enjoyable year. no more nonsense to deal with i guess. i don't think im ready for school at all you know. i haven't done my homework yet >.< that includes like lit and chinese. haha oh well screw

2006-12-25T00:46:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas (: !!!!!!

2006-12-24T00:59:00.000+08:00

its christmas eve! haha well not really. but anyway on sat i went for some wedding lunch at fullerton hotel. haha it was okay i guess. there were teddy bears on every seat though. lol yeah pretty mcuh boring =s. Later, headed down to my uncles house for some christmas gathering.im so happy theres no band this week. (: it's like, even though band is enjoyable, IT INCREASES THE NUMBER OF WHITE

2006-12-22T00:13:00.000+08:00

wah i tell you today's concert was @@#()%*&#@!*&$#^$. nvrm, i'll get back to that later. but anyway right, went to eat that noodle place at dont know where for lunch. it was so good even though i queued for like half an hour just to eat it.okay so back to the issue. i just can't stand some people who are like so attention seeking. they're such effing shittass pathetic people. So anyway right, it

2006-12-17T18:15:00.000+08:00

haha its been long. but anyway, a glance and the hols seems like theyre ending. hmph, its so fast right. christmas is coming! hahaha and i think its definitely gonna be good. oh yeah, i have lots of things to do from now till school opens. i have to get my school books, long pants, and do my homework(which apparently have gone missing) that includes the lit and chinese plus tuition homework. argh

2006-11-29T23:52:00.000+08:00

back from camp! concerts like tmrw night and i'm not exactly ready, maybe tmrw morn i shall go memorize the parts i havent done so. anyway camp was THE most tiring camp ever, there wasn't any break at all. there were so many "emo" parts of it. somebody just felt it was time to confront us, and so he did. it was kinda unexpected though, and to think i was the one he targeted. oh well, i didn't

2006-11-22T22:24:00.000+08:00

oooh, maybe not. my so called recruit just like backstabbed us. hes gonna get fcuking hell and hes like some two-faced monster. oh wait, he probably, oh wait , DEFINITELY looks like one too. and my tutor is also a fuckinggayassmofobitch. wait they COMPLIMENT each other. hahahaha yknow at first i thought it would be okay. not all that bad but i just found out recently he has been like insulting us

2006-11-18T23:01:00.000+08:00

haha had a blast today. abdilah's coming back! hahaha, that means band would be like damn fun again. yay , well at least band isn't so boring anymore. a few more weeks to the concert! i just hope we can get everything ready by then. hmph, looking forward to camp and stuff. i stayed over at my cousins house for like the last week and came back yesterday." some people just don't get the message,

2006-11-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

i know that its been such a meaningless week. haha its like everyones so darn busy with their stuff and its doesnt sound like its the hols at all. ugh yknow i start to dread band practices now adays, everytime i look at the schedule and like see that theres practice the next day, i dont exactly jump for joy as i used to. i miss my seniors. haha they make practices so fun and not all boring and

2006-10-27T22:10:00.000+08:00

the hols! i fell sick today. =p but i still went out. haha oh well."sometimes people just don't realise what they do WRONG, and i don't think its going to be able to be changed, or rather, be REPAIRED. you started it, don't expect us to end it." okay aside from that, Yesterdaysaw the new teachers, and we moved to the new building! and amazingly, its on the ground floor. sec 3 has been a

2006-10-22T22:17:00.000+08:00

whee, the hols are starting soon and theres practice almost every other week. sighbut on the bright side, im going to london ! (: i think. oh well.

2006-10-19T21:46:00.000+08:00

results were surprisingly good ! haha i didn't really expect to do well at all =p. counting that i failed my first part of my maths paper 1. lol.i think other than english in which i missed A1 by a stupid mark, i got like A1 for everythign else (: except bio and e math. haha sigh oh well. =p

2006-10-11T23:03:00.000+08:00

its over! hmph, actually i didn't feel all that great that the exams were over. haha dont know why.

2006-09-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

oh fcuk! its a week away. i haven't studied much. ugh looks like i have to cram cram cram. im feeling sooooo tired these days. there's like homework almost everyday. its so irritating. and then tuition. i really hope the eoy's would just like pass really fast. hmph, then i don't have to study like some shit head.

2006-09-10T22:51:00.000+08:00

the hols are over and i haven't really studied much! yikes. anyway my mum went back already! i think im in for it, nvrm, i still i have time i think, and besides no more staying back everyday, so i think i'll do just fine =p. i have to control myself and not get distracted! i always do and its irritating to find out like after a while that im not studying. ugh. nvm, i think i'll have to work like

2006-09-03T23:38:00.001+08:00

woweee, the hols are here. and its like im going back to school tmrw for a maths. ugh, wth.the stuff i heard like yesterday wasn't all surprising, but its really shocking lah.but i don't care anyway. haha its none of my businesss, so why should i give a damn.my mum's coming back, OH NO. OH NO. actually, hmph. i don't know but yeah, she's not letting me go out during the hols. so idiotic right.

2006-09-03T23:38:00.000+08:00

2006-08-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

=\. oh well, its okay.anyway, i don't really like this kind of life.

2006-08-21T21:57:00.000+08:00

i feel so depressed this week =p. haha no idea why maybe its cause the people in school are really getting into me and i dont like it. i feel so horrible cause of the headaches i have in the mornings and especially today when i had the headache the whole day and also when i tried to keep awake during geog. hmpf, maybe im really not suited in singapore. it kinda sucks. i don't exactly wanna stay

2006-08-19T23:02:00.000+08:00

i just counted.there's like one and a half weeks left to the end of years. this year passed so fast, much faster than the year before. it seemed like it was january not long ago. hmph, band's kinda boring. and not to mention unbearable with some people there. i think i did the wrong thing. you know sometimes when people are so full of themselves. yeah that. ah tmrw i have tuition and i haven't

2006-08-13T22:49:00.000+08:00

hmph, you're like, someone, who's rejected by everyone? well maybe not. and your so called," im the most important person, and everyone MUST like me, so why do others always think they're so important?" policy doesn't work. attention seeking isn't popular anymore btw. oh how about your" * is my best friend. he must be." how can it be when * doesn't even think you are .wishful thinking. whatever.

2006-08-05T22:55:00.000+08:00

this week's been stressful until yesterday! oh well anyway, yesterday, was the day we wore ugly yellow shirts to school and there was cross country.so after school we were deciding whether to cab down to macritchie but hmm, took like half an hour to decide. we decided to eat when we reached the buona vista station, so we cabbed down to serene centre instead. i realised we only had like 45 minutes

2006-07-27T18:32:00.000+08:00

wow i haven't blogged since don't know when.anyway, school's been stupid, and so are they people. okay nevermind. On the other hand, i watched High School Musical and its SO GOOD.i just love the songs.

2006-06-28T12:54:00.000+08:00

phew! im back from sydney! and we won a GOLD. :Danyway, this is what happened before that.12June-15 JuneCAMP. ugh, it was like some kind of torture camp. actually it was kinda fun but reallt tiring.16-19Tried to finish my homework at home.Went out a few times. basically that was my holiday -.-. i hardly went out, cause everyone was like trying to finish their stupid homework before the trip.20

2006-06-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

half the hols have passed! ugh. i haven't done any homework yet. and the worse thing is i can't use sydney as an excuse. asses oh whatever.tomorrow im leaving for camp. and thursday theres some silly concert at victoria concert hall. ahhh and then i have around 3 days to like get all my stuff sorted out before i leave on sunday for sydney. whee, time sure flies. i have no time for anything

2006-06-05T22:43:00.000+08:00

oooh hols. haha returned from hong kong. was quite okay except that it was raining almost like every day there. sigh, i have quite a lot of homework crap i have to finish before i leave for sydney for the trip. and like i only have until this sunday =x. or maybe next week i could try doing. but i have no more time already other than that. ugh. and besides i don't have my books at me. they're all